freedom

 i have a blogpost sitting in my drafts from my birthday. i should post it but i feel like too much time has passed what’s the point. 

writing this because i don’t want what happened to happen again. overthinking blogposts like they’re going in a magazine. i’m just typing directly into my phone. no editing on this one. i want motivation to write here because i think i’ll look back at this blog and remember. but it’s hard typing in this tiny screen since i dont own a laptop. 

i’m working on a commission. i don’t get them as often as i wish but when i do, it’s unbelievable and the response i get when people receive and wear their garments is really what keeps me going no matter how long i go putting things out and getting no feedback. 

i’m writing a pattern on the piece and it’s honestly fucking difficult cus there’s errors in it and i’m not sure i have enough followers to put out a tester call. i think i’ll just upload it here when i’m done and update it whenever i figure out how to scale up and down the pattern. i don’t think that would be difficult. what i’m struggling the most with is the explanation/correct grammar. i’m not very good at explaining. but the video for the lace pattern i used was easy to follow so i hope people find it easy to follow too, the pattern

i got this really gorgeous fabric, it feels like a rug. i tried making a dress with it but i found it was too itchy and hot so i tore it up. i’m in the process of making messenger bags with it. i have a lot left and i think i might make a set and use a lining. i want to make a skirt and i have a clear picture of what i want it to look like but no explanation in mouth. no idea for what i want with the top. 

i have a lot to work on. the beads in my drawer. the stand with rain and sun. the jute bag. the rug. the underwear. the chiffon. the bed. the ends. the legs. 

i know this is short but thank you for reading. i love you